94; fucked up
Sunday, April 17, 2005

man. i am just so tired of everything that has been going on. like for starters, mrs xx being uncannily kind to everything. oh well. maybe someone complained about her or something. or maybe someone read my previous post about her and she decided to change or something.

here i am doing my physics and trying to make some revision. junxiang just popped into my room and asked me how come i aint doing any homework, when i claimed just now that i was doing homework. well. i am doing homework. just taking a break now. junxiang and kagrra at my house now, playing with my sister. my sister has acknowledged junxiang and kagrra which is in a sense good, considering that i need some time to myself now and then. i didnt know that junxiang loves little children. that was what he claimed a week ago.

my mother is in a sense pleased when she meet kagrra and junxiang. i somehow feel that she is now at ease considering the fact that i am mixing with people who are good company. i think that she is very afraid that i might fall to bad company like what happened to my cousin. oh wells.

my aunt collected my results for the religious examinations that i sat for last year and i am so damn happy that i am in the top six in the whole center. the rest were all girls. but i know that my rival, marina too got top. sheesh.

but what i do know is that most of my friends in the religious center with me are all stopping this year as they cannot concentrate with their studies and religious lessons. i understand why. i mean. being in pure sciences course is demanding and with the added workload from religious studies, things may prove way too demanding.

ooo. and junxiang is now asking me as to whether i would like to go orchard with him, ian, kell, ignatius and jeff. and i am like, of course! but it has to be after the exams. just hope that it would take place on my birthday. wouldnt that be cool? and seemingly, junxiang has a monthly allowance increment by like twenty percent and i am so damn jealous. but of course, it only gives me more reason to bully him into paying for me more since he is my bro! hah, i am sooo evil..