112; bitching about.
Wednesday, May 18, 2005

well. i am very disappointed with myself. mainly over my results. i did badly. but i shall not dwell on it. cause i know it is my fault cause i slacked terribly. there aint any subjects that i am proud of. and evelyn and i are so worried that the you-know-what is taken by a xx.

okie. although exams are over, i am so damn burdened with projects. i currently have a blogging competition, a mind mapping competition, some conference competition, mathematics competition, senior warren officer training. the list is like so damn endless. and also, somehow i am experiencing a mood swing. so i am so gonna lash out my thoughts really nastily.

first off. to mrs liang. thank you so much for discriminating our results. you got to make it known that in the first place that you werent even on task in teaching us the lessons. and yet, you have the cheek to push the blame to the students saying that we actually dont take ch seriously.

damn it. we are taking it seriously. only that you are taking like ninety percent talking about everything from pineapple tarts and dont know what other bloody crap. i dont care if you or whoever sees this. i am so bloody sure that they would agree that this is what you have been doing. and whats more. in the bloody exam, there were fucking questions that we didnt even know how to answer. arent you embarrassed that mr ong's cohort is like doing tonnes better than we are?

really. i dont know what on earth did our class did to deserve such an irresponsible teacher.

second, to genius 01. okie. considering that we are brothers and all. i shant bitch to bring forth what i want to say. but all i want to tell you is this.

you realized that well, from last year, your results werent so good and that you PROMISED me that you would work hard this year. and fine, i believe that. this year you arent showing me anything!

okie fine. you put out forth a statement saying that you studied. okie. so how do you explain those hours you spent with sta playing basketball? i have nothing against basketball. i think it is a cool game. and i know that sta is crazy about it. but even so.. cant you like play sometime else?

you played during the pre exam period. like wth. there aint any better times is it? you played like hell during those times when i observed you. and whats more, you claimed you studied hard. yet your results dont show. i may get nasty from here. okie. even so, you could have like used that time to like study in school right?

you told me that you wanted to play cause if not the band people got training. well. i dont see any band practices going on everyday now you know. you can play your ass off now, yet why dont i see that?

being frank here. but well. thats said and done. nothing can change your results. but i promise i shall help for fye k?

mannn. i feel like a hyperventilating bitch right now. thats so bad.