115; sick and depressed
Thursday, June 2, 2005

well. like my title goes, i am sick. and well. dont know why but seemingly, i realize that when you're sick and all, you tend to learn to appreciate life's simplicity and beauty. and well.

the thought that i am having now with my pristine lungs constantly heaving is not a pleasant thought. it hurts. and for something that keeps on pulsating with oxygen, heaving with cough is not a very nice thing. and whats more, it really aint nice that you are sick during your birthday.

which isnt today. it was on the 28th of may. and it was sorely pathetic. i spend the whole day like watching stupid programmes on the tv. wanted to go out but was held back by my parents. how pathetic.

but i aint going to dwell on it. my birthday always has been pathetic. what do i have from my birthday? nothing happy. except for all the nice wishes and presents from everyone. thanks for them ya? oh wells.

asides from that, my day was boring. much more boring than my other days. but oh wells. hopefully the holidays would cheer me up.

and i got to go school tomorrow. get this computer reformatted.