183; missing the world
Monday, August 29, 2005

i'm happy.

=)

but..
i miss everyone.

=(

just penning this down since i just dont feel like getting my ass down to doing combined humanities. seriously. mrs liang today was a bag of shit.

what did she say? allow me to recall. she was evidently pissed off that yanyi's mom complained through mrs chua that mrs liang has been a teacher of incompetency. and i understand why she went to mrs chua straight. the reasoning? do you truly believe that someone with the demeanour of mrs liang would listen and change?

NO.

and wells, it hurts me as a student to be saying this since i should respect her as a teacher, it's just that i am getting sick and tired of how she puts it as though she's really doing the best for the class.

because she aint.

it's true that whilst she claims that somehow the jokes that she gives and cracks are for our enjoyment so that we all relax and get a moment of break for our studies, it doesnt mean that she can go overboard. and that's what she has been doing.

yes, i can safely say that as a class, we appreciate that. that she's making lessons enjoyable et cetra, whatever reasoning that she has. what we CANNOT stand is that, she going hell extreme. and we know what happens when things go wayy beyond the boundary of extremistics.. it will cause hatred, anger, awkwardness.

is she truly sure that that's what she's intending to achieve from all her jokes? crappy and potentially funny as they are, they are somewhat on the sensitive and crass side. and as a teacher, she should've seen that risk from beginning.

but now it's too late. in a sense, she has caused us to reach the end point of a bad titration experiment.. dont ask me from where the shit of titration and chemistry came into play. but it's just that now, we've reached our limit and she only has herself to blame for going overboard, being extreme with jokes, et cetra.

it disappoints me since at first we were honoured to be having her because the fact remains that she is a head of department teacher. but to think that it had to come to this is a very sad fact that our class has to face.

but even so, if she's not going to change. then so will our opinions and views about her remain the same nasty manner.

oh wells. things are going to be same unless something strikes her. maybe then will things change i guess.

i got scolded in mother tongue. for daydreaming. since i was so happy. but it's fine. my teacher is to blame for reading the whole paper to the class. so damn boring la. i was practically staring into space every five seconds. but it wasnt as bad compared to those dozing every five seconds.

wahahas.

chemistry titration practical rocks. kuong hing was beside me, a wonderful person compared to a fucking fucker of sluts who's after me in register. teresa was in front of me. yeahhs. nice positioning in the lab.

i wonder if i have grasped mole concept and stoichimetry during those few moments of revision. i dont know.. somehow i felt as though i grasped it. maybe tomorrow morning i shall attempt some questions to see my understanding.

i'm tired. going to sleep now.

nights peeps.

love you all friends. and bros. and sis.
nights.