195; long hiatus
Wednesday, November 2, 2005

it's been so long since i last came online. and here i have my opportunity since we are all attempting amaths project. enzali is so kind to lend me the laptop.

a lot of things have happened. also, things that are very hurting have happened. currently i am feeling really inferior so it's inevitable that my posts are angsty and filled with void and depression.

to elita, thanks for the note, but it's been some saddening path of life as of now. maybe in a sense it has been better for me that i wasnt given the chance to blog. it's better for me to stay away from the computer since blogging tends to cause me to be emotional.

enzali just claimed that i loved being sad and immersing myself in melancholy. i guess the current turn of events have not been the most favourable and happy. that's why i aint that into with life events and so on.

school has been okay. wonderful actually with great friends. results have been disappointing though. but as of now, i need to work on my emotions.

let's see. yesterday i attempted at a talk with samantha but i couldnt because i was too tired and it was very late at night. as to what it is. i am not going to tell you.

lalala.

as of now, madeline has asked me to go on an eating spree. I DONT MIND. it has been so long since i last delved my teeth into that beef steak or the sushi. it's going to be so fun. i am not in the mood to blog la.

bye bye.