198; crazy children
Friday, December 23, 2005

yay. i finally found a source of internet for me to use. teresa has happily agreed to let me post entries from her house. yay! finally this blog wouldnt rot and rust.

zining and madeline both stated that o level for my batch is going to be super hard. man. i can foresee myself awake at four am cramming some modules for chemistry into my brain. but since singapore's education system has always been hard so it's not really something that is very shocking.

samantha just went to taiwan few days back and soon it's going to be a yas trip to watch the fantasy movie of narnia. it's going to be so cool and i can't wait. though i aint sure as to whether yanyi is going to go.

homework is going very badly. my amaths and emaths are done but i'm just too lazy to attempt the graph questions. english reading is completed but i havent attempted the word list thingy. combined humanities is finished too. though i am not going to BOTHER for malay cause the homework is soo heavy and i prefer being lazy.

mrs wee and mrs de silva have asked me to conduct a talk for the teachers to know what makes a good classroom routine where learning will take place. scouted and surveyed and found some ideas for the talk. though i am getting hellishly panicked because the fact remains that the talk is going to be in front of all the staff members of the school!

shucks. butterflies in my stomach. the whole school staff! =(

teresa and me did something very stupid yesterday. well, not stupid. but more of childish. both of us spotted this machine with very cute little keychains. so both of us changed about ten bucks and got ten of the keychains. it's super cute! i wanted to posted the photo up here and here it is;

the keychains

such DAARLLINKKS right? they were so adorable. both of us had the urge to keep on getting more but since funds were low and debts were high (how lame) so we couldnt do so. next time however, i shall make sure i get more of them.

deranged azri is under way!

teresa is spreading her VIRUS with her phlegm and all those you-know-what. considering me and my low immunity level, i'm going to fall sick very soon.

school is opening soon and nerves are growing high. zining's warnings are one. also i dont know how am i going to make it for combined humanities at the rate we are going. everyone feels as though humanities is going to be one lost cause. but i dont want it to be a lost cause cause it's compulsory for junior college entry.

read justin's blog. he had very strong opinions on the subject of the ban of explicit content on blogs. explicit here is defined as information that is somewhat acerbic, crude and frank. somehow i believe that he is very right because blogs are meant for people to read and share comments.

banning certain information because they are regarded explicit or crude is just discrediting the principle of blogging. maybe highly explicit content should be forbidden but not everything. it's stupid and totally pointless. might as well end the blogging reign. BUT I DONT WANT THAT TO HAPPEN.

okay. as of now i dont really have much to talk or share. but soon yeah? cause now i do have internet access! yay!

o levels give me a feeling of foreboding. i mean, it's going to be the time where everyone gets worked up, experiences break downs and the like. the thought of it isnt nice and is driving me a tad insane. rifts between friends are going to deepen as exam pressures build up into the atmosphere.

also, i learnt from mrs wee just now that victor has pulled out of the school and currently has no school with the reasoning that he doesnt seem to fit into the school education system. though i do feel sorry that he is experiencing emotional trauma, i still think it's stupid.

in singapore, life goes by academics and if he is not going to get up every time he falls, he's going to fail. and fail badly. not trying to be nasty or unrightfully crude but it's the ongoing fact. pressures and stress exist no matter what path of life one take.

we have to grin, cope and bear with it. cope with it smartly and not by stupid and drastic measures.

coincidentally i just saw someone signing in on msn messenger with the display name of "fallen seven times, but stood up eight times.". inspiring quote.

milkshake! thanks for the nice sms-es that you've been sending me yeah? rock on!

and sufyan, thanks for your funny and witty sms (those they were somewhat dirty). =) make sure to do your homework!

i am so chauvinistic. i'm not even done with my homework and i am telling others to finish theirs.

ahahas. the irony of it all.

PS. o levels is coming oh-so-soon people. all the best and best wishes.