212; daphne's house
Thursday, October 26, 2006

doing some work at daphne's house. her house is like so cool. sad that stupid jestyn had to go to his tuition when we are like having so much fun. anyways, i just love hillview regency condominium.

by the way, love my new skin? just did it in fifteen minutes; scared that daphne says lights out or something. i think this is like my record or something. usually edit templates for like hours and i'm still not satisfied.

daphne's room is like so much cooler than mine. jestyn, samantha, daphne's room all so cool and mine seems to have been copied from some children books. now, all i need is to see mainisah's room since she dares to slap my bony back.

someone sms-ed zihao. and man, it's surprising what he says.
enough said.

mainisah rented some movies. i admit, the movies did distract us from our ultimate goal. that is studying. i dont know. its like my drive compared to secondary two, three, or prelims is like so unmatched? i know it should be the other way round and i should be pushing myself to the limit for o levels but i am not sure how to.

it's amazing how peter all seem so cool. then those not studying are confident about not studying? like what? anyway, sean told me that our year is a killer year. heard that o level delegates. killer! cause we are the goddamn unlucky batch who seem to have all the changes being implemented upon. naturally we are the test rats, or whatever crappy term you define it nowadays.

tomorrow. i coming daphne's house again. with jestyn. maybe swimming first and having lunch to get a little spritz, a little refreshed before studying.

suddenly thought of someone i kinda missed these days.

i wonder if she thinks the same way as i do. probably not. she does have a large clique and all. ultimately i know that she treasures them more than she ever treasured our friendship.

my life seems to be full of sucky relationships and friendships. very sad. secondary school seems to be somewhat a bane in the blood. or was it flesh? but i know that i cannot forget secondary school and graduation is a painful process. some don't seem to actually regard the significance of our classmates and memories.

then again, i am sentimental.

due to lack of time. adios people.

you know i love you.