236; emptiness
Thursday, January 25, 2007

the og is the only group of friends that i'll truly fit in. nowhere else.

feels like i'm in synch with avril lavigne's nobody's home.

i don't know what i feel seriously. it's nothing of negligence. nothing of sadness. it's more of this void.. like i'm just empty. a void that is filled with colours and vibrancy when i'm with the og.

sighs. i don't know. i don't.

i'm repeating myself and that's bad.

thursday was common lunchtime again and we sat together again. but not everyone was there, cause tanisha had to leave earlier for her literature research assignment and nigel, waisan, anabel and tzekai had the MOE SEAB field test of mathematics. so, that makes it five less people. novell came late.

i wasnt myself. the common lunchtime, like i once mentioned, just reminds me of the fact that i miss all of them so much, and the pain of trying to orientate myself into my new class. it isnt nice. i was close to tears but the last thing i needed was to have thursdays in commemoration of azri's tears. i wouldnt like that.

one funny thing that i did with the og was that, i noticed this group of students behind us cheering about don't-know-what and the whole school blindly followed in their cheer. so i decided to lead the og in singing a birthday song to nigel and see how the rest reacts.

initially, everyone was super reluctant. after my persuasion, we all sang loudly to the cliche tunes of that happy birthday song to nigel, whose birthday is in SEPTEMBER! wow. how advanced eh?

and everyone joined in. NANYANG just rocks man. seriously, i never seen such a united school spirit. but we did laugh a lot. especially who totally lost it when i saw everyone in the canteen whole heartedly singing with us to a non-existent birthday boy.

furthermore, someone was enthused with our singing. the only clue is his nickname. it's an anagram to a malay word which is the english equivalent of day that consists four letters, one syllable and two vowels.

enough said.

og 25 is going to go out next saturday. to bowling and barbeque. for now, the venue is tentative, but we've pretty good suggestions. i'm really excited.