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Monday, January 29, 2007

hello.

gosh. what a lame starting to an entry.

today began with a nasty start. i overslept and in my panic to be on time for the og breakfast, i rushed out of the house without my nanyang badge. hence, i rushed back and when i walked back to the bus stop, two buses careened past.

i cursed.

by the time my bus service came, i was fuming. i knew it was all my fault for oversleeping (is there such a word?) and for forgetting the badge. but i didnt want to miss breakfast with my darling og.

as if the heavens were getting their retribution for all my unpardoned sins, the expressway faced a murderous jam. i was wondering how on earth am i going to even be in nanyang on time, set aside the breakfast.

i sent a silent prayer to whoever's up there to for a smooth journey. which was only granted when the bus turned into pan island expressway. but time was against me. it always has been.

as i alighted opposite tanglin community hall, i saw 105 approaching from raffles town club. i ran. and entered a bus full of people. not good.

sighs.

reached school ten minutes to the bell. that's highly unlike me. i need to change this bad habit. it's the second monday that i've had such a close shave. and i dont' like the feeling. i absolutely don't.

anyway. time flew pretty fast today. before i knew it, we were having gp tutorial, the last lesson for the day. cheryl, pamela, shiqi and i went to the library to do some more research before having lunch (after lessons) and discussed the project task further.

well. we didnt discussed cause we pretty much side tracked. okay. side tracked a lot. cheryl, shiqi and i ended up discussing the possibilities of bonding the class together. we agreed that it's bonded but quiet.

they also asked about how my previous class had been. laughs. it usually comes to this question. wonder why.

in the end, we talked about everything under the sun, from crying to relationships to friendships to bonding, to class outings.. you get the idea.

after that, we decided to call it a day. i'm in charge of the script and i'm doing it tomorrow during break. i've finalised the ideas in my head with assistance from cheryl and shiqi just now. so it's okay.

shiqi's doing props and cheryl is in charge of rehearsals i think.

man.

anyway, messaged filza to thank her for all the songs. hee. and i told her my decision to just concentrate on the malay language and cultural society because i'm so tired of politics and controversies in other ccas.

she supported me fully. so did syimah. they said it's great and more worthwhile if i'm made exco. we'll see now won't we?

to someone.

you made me believe in something i never have.

to og 25.

you made me realise the true meaning of friendships.

to ct0720.

let's bond okay? pretty please.

to my friends.

i miss you guys.

the above few paragraphs feel as though i'm making confessions. anyway, to zihao. i'm sorry. it's my fault for thinking that things will straighten out. i also apologise for all the shit i've given you. i've caused all this complications. i hope you'll forgive me.

i need one day to mull things over seriously.

blogs help a lot. but sometimes, nothing beats serene scenery, bright skies and influence of nature around me.