274; a slow death
Wednesday, July 11, 2007

god. it's like two am now, and i've just finished all my general paper assignments. bits here and there left to refine. but overall, i'm pretty proud of myself. i'm so tired. but i'm like, risking some gorgeous beauty sleep to come post this! :)

ahahas. i wonder why, it's just an innate calling to tell me to post.

i'm like super tired. okay. i'm repeating myself. i know that i just have to burn the midnight oil. depressing, i know. i'd rather be dreaming about babies on my bed.

:)

i've endless maths assignments still though. not to mention the articles that the group requires for project work and the survey that bryan assigned us to. i've yet to book a meeting with the agri-food and vetrinary authority of singapore. i'm clearly, way, way, way, behind schedule.

there's physics spa tomorrow. laugh. i shall be mugging on the train ride there. no worries. i managed to cram for the last two spa (school-based science practical assessments) on the train and managed to get the facts in, so i don't see a problem if i attempt it again tomorrow. :)

i want to go out with tallie, leekee, jayne and fritzie again.

i want to go out with nanyang rockers too!

i want to go out with anderson hunks and babes too laaaaaa.

i'm so friend-sick. okay, that sounds pretty wrong, but i'm sure intelligent people like yourselves get my drift now, don't you?

today, or rather, yesterday, was pretty funny. for me at least. yiyao attempted to read this malay passage of some sort. it was so funny. i mean, i thought it was highly courageous of yiyao to take the plunge and simply read it out loud to about seven people. the errors were pretty blunt, but he did pretty well!

kudos!

:)

i want to go out shopping. with xx. i can't wait any longer. i'm tired of being a fashion disaster. i want to be presentable. nah, i can't be a fashionista. it's the hope beyond the skies.

i want to go swimming too! okay, more like learn swimming.

i want to learn dancing!

such big hopes for someone who has so little time. it's really tough sometimes, to just feel your dreams and hopes slipping away. a little like how i felt when i realised that i've no other choice but to leave volleyball.

i don't know. volleyball's just a lost cause. i'm meeting miss karen williams tomorrow to discuss my possible enrolment into drama club! (:

it's going to be so cool! acting! laughs. but since everyone's so bonded, i doubt i'd get roles. i'll most probably be the crew? but that's okay! i shall be active and contribute.

it's fine i can never learn volleyball. it's fine. sad as i am, i might as well venture into other things that i like now, shouldnt' i?

okay. ta! my eyes are closing already.

ps. i love you.