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Saturday, July 28, 2007

NEWSFLASH!

AZRI SLEPT FOR A GORGEOUS TIME OF FOURTEEN HOURS!

yeapyeap.

i slept for fourteen hours yesterday. partly due to the fact that i didnt sleep at all on wednesday night, since i tried settling maths, chem and all the assignments that were due on thursday. on thursday night, i slept for a miserable amount of two hours due to eom second draft and some other assignments.

staying up in school on friday was hell! i had no idea what went on in superposition and chemical kinetics. great! so got to do some self-directed learning later.

i've sent in my application for higher three pharmaceutical chemistry, the same one that tallie went for. though i know that my grades don't quite cut it, i just hope i get it. i kinda regret applying, simply because i know that i'll be tremendously disappointed with myself should my application be rejected.

pharmaceutical chemistry is uber cool! ketones, lactones, lactams, separation techniques, et cetra!

then again, getting a higher three subject just means greater emphasis in doing well. the school's policy is that, given i take h3 chem, i must get a for chem, b for maths and physics and pass all my higher one subjects.

that means, a result slip indicating; abbeee. but i intend to get abbccc. it looks nicer.

(:

sighs. i'm still not over my recent result slip that showed; bcccdd. okay, right here and right now, i shall behave like the model anderson student and make goals!

well, actually, i wanted to write down a whole list here. but it seems that it boils down to one weakness. well, two weaknesses actually. complacency and last-minute effort.

i know that yiyao started his revision last minute and still did well. oh well, i shall not compare. it'll only make me feel inferior, and that's not a good thing. i ought to remain positive. consistency and hardwork is the key to success!

yeapyeap. (:

i'm feeling a tad depressed at home with nothing but work. the prospect of going out is pretty minimal too. my mom's not feeling too good, hence there's no laughing sessions with her for some time now. my sister's attempt at tearing the house apart is make me respond by promptly locking myself in my room, with nothing my this trusty laptop of mine, assignments and a pile of bereaved emotions.

i slacked with syafeeeeeeeeeeeeeeqah yesterday. talked about the possibility of forming a study group with some other pals. but i aint sure. everyone i know is either busy or already formed their own study groups.

wenson, yiyao, kathy and angela lai formed their 'yiyao' study group. so are some of my other friends. i DON'T deny that i feel left out cause they've their groups to work together, and i've nothing else but slog my ass off alone. i wanna study with tallie, leekee, fritzie and jayne. but they're living so far off and time is a crucial factor.

okay. great. emotions getting a little crazy. my mom's angry at my sister. and my sister's crying and making a din, while knocking at my door, begging to be allowed in.

sighs. shall do work now.

and eat chocolates to make me feel better.