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Sunday, November 11, 2007

with regards to wenson's remark,
i don't want to play maple all the time..
but i don't even have any social outings on my calendar.
rotting at home is quite a mundane thing to be doing.
especially since my sister drives me up the wall.
so wenson, i've no choice. srsly.
unless you ask me out!
however, given the fact that you're such a social butterfly,
i sincerely wonder whether we'd go out shopping like you'd promised.
HRRUMMPH!

speaking of my sister, did i mentioned that i finally gave her a tight slap?
she annoyed me incessantly, using malay obscenities she had picked up from god knows where..
i gave a nice little slap and that ended her intolerable behavioural problem.
it hurt me a lot srsly.
i dont know what's wrong with her,
at the same time, i question myself whether the family did something wrong..
something that made her behave in this manner.
i've seen the kind of students who end up being delinquents..
individuals who bog down society or become a societal burden.
ohmygod, i don't want that to happen to her.
it's so scary.
what kind of brother am i if i fail to be a positive influence and a proper role model for her to emulate?
what good am i as a family member if she doesnt follow the path of virtue and uprightness?
really, i'll be damned for the rest of my life if she falls prey to the dark.

i kind of miss school actually.
i sound deranged, i admit.
however, my days are so empty now that i don't have revision on my to-do list.
i know school was stressful and we all wanted to crumble.
however, i'm tired of moping around at home.
it's such a mundane thing to do; willing the hours by doing nothing.
i had so many ideas about what to do once the holidays dawn upon us.
now, almost two weeks into the school break, i've not gone out for anything but the chalet.
it's depressing not to have social outings especially since i THRIVE around friends.
i'm hoping for school cause at least i'd be surrounded by friends and i won't be alone.

wenson and i planned up quite a number of things.
but they're so far away.
christmas countdown, christmas logcake, kathy and huiqun's birthday celebration..
today, the aj malay guys went out for hari raya celebrations but they only told me like at 1 in the morning.
since they chose to inform me a little too late, i couldnt' go.
though i doubt that i'd enjoy it given the fact that i'm not that close to a few of them.
speaking of which, the nanyang people said that we'd be going out for hari raya.
what a joke! hari raya season is almost over and i've not even heard their whispers.
i miss them a lot and i don't deny that i'm a tad upset cause they didnt plan it.
or maybe they did, but they conveniently forgot about it.
when i say 'it', it refers to forgetting to ask me along.
whatever la, i don't want to harp on it anymore.
lest i feel emotional and i'd hate that.

i've so many cravings right now.
i want to go swimming but yijia postponed swimming to monday.
i want to go out to catch movies.
i want to have lunch or dinner with friends at some exotic restaurant! (:
i want to go out shopping!
i want this.. i want that.
but unfortunately, it doesnt seem that i have a chance to do so.
grahhhh.
unfair.

i'm so proud of myself today.
i managed to edit the template such that every entry has a comment function.
whoooop!
azri jumps with glee!
so guys, please comment on posts using this function and chat with me using the tagboard.
update soon!