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Wednesday, May 7, 2008

chemistry test was totally demoralising.
now i aint sure what my strength lies in anymore.
i've never did badly in chemistry before, cause i grasp the concepts well.
i studied so hard for the test today, to realise i've made so many mistakes.
i think i'm going to get a single digit score for it.
this is utterly depressing.
jazzy butt said that it's fine since it's not the term exams and it's not A's.
i felt that this test was pretty much a litmus test as to how prepared i am.
goes to show how i'm so screwed for the upcoming terms.

indulged in food therapy when i got home.
i don't feel any better really, just very full.
plus i've maths to complete, which is a total bummer.
oh god, i want to dance!

today was crazy.
crazy weather in the morning, crazy physics concepts, crazy pakistani facts, crazy chemistry test.

one plus point was that, yiyao, bryan and i flaunted our ear studs.
we got them yesterday after frying our brains with organic chemistry.
uhh, which reminds me that i owe yiyao four bucks for it.
plus, there's the payment for the prom night.
goodbye allowance! ):
i don't know how i'm going to save up 500 bucks for the outfit if i'm spending at this rate.

man, i've never felt so down over a test before.
this sucks.
hate myself totally.

I SUCK AT EVERYTHING I DO.
EVERYTHING.